august eighth, two thousand eighteen.

do you remember the first birthday you had after we met? it was barely a month after that party. i was still trying to figure you out. i remember having to pull the information out of you and once i had it, i knew i had to give you something. back then, i thought a blowjob was the best gift you could ever give a guy. it is, it totally is, but back then it was just a blowjob and you were just some guy. i really had no idea how important you would become to me. i never would have thought i'd be married. i never thought i'd find a man who would make me want to settle down, commit, belong to someone. the kye from that time had absolutely no clue how amazing his life would get because of you. so, if that impromptu overzealous birthday blowjob is what tipped the scale in my favor... best gift i've ever given.

i want you to know that this day is my favorite day of the year. i love my own

birthday, christmas, our wedding anniversary, national donut day, but none of those days hold a flame to today. you are my husband, the love of my life, the hope in my heart, my forever, and the day you came to be part of this world is the best thing that ever happened to me. i may not have been a thought yet, but i believe we all come into this world when we're meant to and we're here for a reason and you are my reason. you are my meant to be.

i love you and celebrate you every day but today is special and it always will be. i want you to always look at your birthday with a smile. i always want you to smile period. you're so beautiful.

happy birthday, sweetheart ♡

ps i know it's tacky to give the same gift but here's hoping you'll let me regift it this year~